Through the key hole of my soul.

My first film photo ever. I just finished printing it & I want to share with you guys. Hope you guys like it. More photos to come.

I'm having a blast here and I don't want to go back to Rome. :(

I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH:

EX OH <333

Merry Christmas!!!

Merry Christmas to everyone! I hope everyone is having a great time.

I´m having the best time of my life here in Stockholm. The place is so beautiful & clean. It´s newbie in my eyes. I adored the building structures & the bridges. I wish I can take the love of my life here. Í can´t go out today because it´s freezing outside. -6 and all I want to do is going to the mall & roam the city tomorrow.

I got a new baby and it´s Lomo Fisheye 2. I bought it before I went here. Basically, It was a gift for myself of course. I just finished my first film cartridge & I can´t wait to see & post the photos here. It´s my first film camera & its a good thing to experiment things. Since I don´t have budget to buy a costly camera that I´ve been dreaming & wanting of forever, Im gonna make love my fisheye for now. So yea, wait until you see the photos. :]

Anyways, I currently addicted to Framboise Cranberry with vodka. I´ve been drowning myself to it since yesterday. Note to self: FORGET HIM, HE´S NO GOOD. :]

I kissed a GUY and I really really LIKED it! :]

Le Protagonisti, Find me. Credits: Alessia

I so love this girl. The reason I laugh the whole day. Oh & I kissed her on the video.

Il regista aka Director. Grazie mille. :]

The Set
Dressing Room. Chaos.

The background finale.

My day was beyond happiness. My first ever video shoot, perhaps my final. To know how come I got in this scene, just check my previous entry.

The title of the video is "Love is all about"; it shows on the video that in love, gender , race, religion does not exist when it comes to love. The concept was pass the love by kissing. Basically, I kissed a guy & a girl. :] I thought I might change to gay into straight after kissing a girl but there was no sparks, haha. It was fun though. It's just a simple close-up video -- black background and lights. There was no acting; just plain kissing. My only problem is my parents would kill me if they see it. I saw the preview of it & it was nice but me, I look icky, I just hate seeing myself on a video. Anyways, I met new friends yay for that. I really had a blast, guys. Better watch it, bitches! :]

Ex oh

P.S.: I always update this entry for the photos, thanks.

Time, the subtle thief of youth

Photos by: My homeboy, Stefano. He's genius, literally. :]
London, 7th-10th of December

His photos are amazing. Beyond amazing.
The first photo is for me & I'm thinking to make the last photo a header to my blog.

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Today I got a chance to talk with my friends after 6 months of no communication & a special friend after 6 years. Very random and weird.
Talking to them made me nostalgic. I remember after class we go to the mall or to my apartment with alcohols & a sack of junk foods. House party. Ditching the class. Road trip. Paul's mansion. Free calls. Outings. A+ in General psychology. I missed them. They changed my life in their own ways.

See you all on twenty oh ten. :]
XO

Hej Sverige här komer jag!!

I can't wait to see you, Stockholm.

Eight days to go & I'm flying to Sweden with my family to spent Christmas & New Year. I'm so stoked. Raw beauty, legit street fashion, H&M. What else?
We're goin to stay there for 11 days. Yay! :] Michelle & I are gonna meet, finally! Anyways, this week will be the craziest so far.
Week of intoxication, Christmas parties, last minute Christmas shopping & on Saturday will be the shoot of the music video which I'll be one of the extras.

C'est la vie!

XO

P.S.: I'm still dead & tired playing mind games with you.
P.S.S.: I just finished reading this:

My mind was preoccupied of your fancy words.

Stop pretending like you care.

XO

CUT for CHANGE

After having a long hair for 2 years, I decided to cut it.

HATE OR LOVE?

XO

Christmas Wish list

xo

P.S.: My apartment in Fifth Avenue has been sold & I'm moving to Palm Beach this month. Dream on.
I got hooked on Privileged. Haha! I love those filthy rich girls. Au revoir.

I'm fine for a while but I start to loose control

My weekend was good yet quite stressing. Rainy days are over after 2 weeks of never ending rains. Well, just for now. We abused a shinny bottle called Vodka and a whole cake. This is the last Absolut Im goin to drink. Everybody in the house were screaming for Pacquiao's victory. Basically, every Pinoy were happy & celebrating his won. Anyways, I went to Anne's place to spend the night. And in unrelated news, lately, I haven't got much sleep & I'm being paranoid that I might become an anemic because of it. Retard. Haha! I should definitely take my vitamins.
I really need a long nice bath & an ice cream right about now.


XO

"Win as if you were used to it, lose as if you enjoyed for a change"

-R.W. Emerson

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Anyways, I received a message from BECASTING telling me that they want me to be part of Chris Costa's new music video & it's gonna be shoot here on the 20th of December. The video is entitle "LOVE IS ALL AROUND" & how ironic is it that I'm single and still searching for it. Hahah! As an actor or "extra" I won't get paid from them because it's a low budget project & the artist is not really famous. I really don't know if I'm goin to say "yes" to them. And Yes, I'm a newbie in these kind of scene.

Do you think I should go?

xo

P.S.: I'm so addicted to Kings of Leon. Orgasmic voice.

Do not speak as loud as my heart.

Listening to: Kings of Leon - Closer

No one cares to talk about it.

My mind is like a ferris wheel, sometimes my hopes are high that I can touch & taste it & sometimes it's massively crashing on the ground. Basically, that's life, humanoids. I feel like dancing in a circles & don't know how to stop & feel dizzy for a moment. A moment that I should steal time & repair damage hopes. I can't pretend that this is not happening & finding myself drifted away. I always said that time is running but I'm here sitting all alone, bad weather (God, its been a week), doing nada. Hypocrite.
I really don't need a break because its too much to have one. Life. Yea, I truly need that, folks.


One fine day I'm gonna wake up next to you. Bisuos.

Tu manques trop

"Mi mancherai da morire."

I'm gonna miss our crazy good laughs, our never ending stories, walking the first block of Viale Europa, ranting over the internet, making fun of lame fs user, sneaking out at night, eating pizza at 2 in the morning, listening to my stories, sleepovers, drinking tequila with Anne, sugar treats & most of all YOU!
See you next year. I'll wait 43 days more! I love you, best friend! ♥

xoxoxo

Take my picture. I'm feeling beautiful tonight.

"Love makes you do crazy things, insane things. Things in a million years you'd never see yourself do.
But there you are doing them... can't help it."

"Things don't have to be extraordinary to be beautiful, Even the ordinary can be beautiful. "

"When you see something from afar, you develop a fantasy. But when you see it up close,
9 times out of 10, you wish you hadn't. "

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Boring Sunday and my ass is stuck here for the whole day. I feel so sick, my hair is untamed, I smell stink. I wish I was with my friend going back home for Christmas. I'm gonna miss her. Anyways, since I have nothing to do, I just finished watching one of my favorite movie, Wicker Park. Passion really never dies. It was pretty absurd. The soundtrack was amazing. The last 6 minutes of it was priceless with Coldplay's The Scientist.

Listening to: Lovers Spit - Broken Social Scene
Bye