Inspirations

Roma è bianca!

I wasnt born and raised in Rome and I know that fact that it doesnt rain snow here. According to the locals, the last time it rained here was on 1985, so its 25 years ago. Nothing is impossible. It rained snow this morning. Everyone was screaming. Its like kids that are craving for chocolates. While I was walking, everyone was smiling, and kids having fun throwing snow balls. Too bad, it ended so soon. Its like a 3 hours of happiness. But good thing I experienced it in my second home, Rome. It was a nice experience. Until next time. Ti amo Roma!

Oh Dr. Martens, you cured me finally.

Ahhhhhhhhh! OMG! FINALLLLLLY! Theyre on my hands now! I really cant believe theyre mine now. So yesterday, we got a haircut with Georgette and mine was horrible. They cut it more shorter and Im not used seeing myself in lil bangs. I wasnt suppose to buy these shoes but when I saw it on sale, I immediately get it, and the fact that is was their last pair, and it was my size! Destiny much? From the original price of €140, got it for only €99. Sweet deal. And yes, it cured my depression. But the sad part is, Im poor again. ='(

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I only thing I hate winter is when the wind blows. Fuck it. Im so sensitive when it comes to my hair. And I dont care might people say. I hate showing my forehead, unlike TyTy. Im planning to get a haircut tomorrow with Georgette. Its been a while since I got a haircut. Its so long and fucked up. And I think I need to dye it into a hazel brown-ish. Anyways, I really need to go to the nearest snow site this month. I need to make a snow ball or something, haha.

PS: I so need to go shopping. Coz I think thats the only cure for depression.

xo,R

Dreamer and Lust for everything

A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.” - Oscar Wilde
xo

Too dark to be pale

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Youll never out of style in black. Represents classy and grudge-y at the same time; gloomy side of winter.
Ive been lusting for a DMs since God-knows-when. The DMs on the picture is the Pascal one. I dont mind owning a pair of those, I just need the normal one, 8 eyelets, size 41.
My mind has been preoccupied since fall. Daunt is obscure without saying ifs and buts and a silence of hunches. I need my peace of mind and get back from stratch. Its so dark outside, the rain is still pouring since morning.

First breathe after coma

Its nice to be back in Rome. I really miss the city. Right now, Im enjoying the winter and some side lines. Gotta work my ass out this year.

This week will be hella fun, I guess. From art shows to just simple day with my love. And yes, Im fat, goodbye.

PS: Belated Happy New Year y'all. ♥
xo, R

Cold.. so cold.

God, I so missed the cold weather. Taken a month ago by the ever talented Stefano with his love, Leica M60.

Slap my face, 12 degrees, soon. xo

2010

So its exactly 5 hours before New Years Eve here in the Philippines. Im at my cousin's house right now, and everyone is so busy preparing dishes for tonight's party. 16 days left before I come back to Rome.

Anyway, I have a lot of memorable memories and lesson learned this year. Freedom. I feel like a bird flying when my family knew Im gay and everything that Ive been hiding for 21 years. Its like someone took off a thorn in my heart. It really feels so good, knowing that your family is aware about you and cares more. Like what they've said, Life is a roller coaster ride, which is true. I learned how to love and what love is. Cheesy as it may sound but who cares. Its a feeling that every time you wake up in the morning, you smile suddenly and you feel beautiful and the fact that you feel so protected to everyone. But its not all butterflies and sunshine, there were times that you feel like so alone and things doesnt go well.

I just want all the hatred and sadness go away, and be more positive and energetic vibes tonight. Lets face the new year happy and strong. Goodbye 2009, hello 2010.

If youre gonna ask me what my New Year resolution is: Be more productive.

xo

All I want for Christmas

This year Im not goin to post any wish list this yuletide season. Though I have lots of things I want. I just need someone who'll put his fingers between mine and warp me around his arms.

Merry Christmas everyone! xo