2010

So its exactly 5 hours before New Years Eve here in the Philippines. Im at my cousin's house right now, and everyone is so busy preparing dishes for tonight's party. 16 days left before I come back to Rome.

Anyway, I have a lot of memorable memories and lesson learned this year. Freedom. I feel like a bird flying when my family knew Im gay and everything that Ive been hiding for 21 years. Its like someone took off a thorn in my heart. It really feels so good, knowing that your family is aware about you and cares more. Like what they've said, Life is a roller coaster ride, which is true. I learned how to love and what love is. Cheesy as it may sound but who cares. Its a feeling that every time you wake up in the morning, you smile suddenly and you feel beautiful and the fact that you feel so protected to everyone. But its not all butterflies and sunshine, there were times that you feel like so alone and things doesnt go well.

I just want all the hatred and sadness go away, and be more positive and energetic vibes tonight. Lets face the new year happy and strong. Goodbye 2009, hello 2010.

If youre gonna ask me what my New Year resolution is: Be more productive.

xo