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I just finished watching Shelter, and i really need to blog this as soon as i can.

"Shelter is a drama movie about a man with his dream. Forced to give up his dreams of art school, Zach spends his days working a dead-end job and helping his needy sister care for her son. In his free time he surfs, draws and hangs out with his best friend, Gabe, who lives on the wealthy side of town. When Gabe’s older brother, Shaun, returns home, he is drawn to Zach’s selflessness and talent. Zach falls in love with Shaun while struggling to reconcile his own desires with the needs of his family." - www.thesupermovie.com

Lately Ive been searching for a good gay film. Its kinda lame but i like gay serious love story in particular.
I found this one & I'm curious about the story, its not like a typical gay story. I watch this film because:

1. the setting was in San Pedro somewhere in California. I want to live in California to death. :)
when i heard the word California, 4 things comes in my mind: beach, Hollywood, sunset & boulevard.
2. you can see lot of surfing scene in this movie. I don't surf but i can but surfer guys is my weakness plus blond shaggy hair though the only blond shaggy hair was Cody, the lil boy, haha! ;)
3. the film score was good. i like all the music in the movie.
4. finally, the cast are damn hot. I wish they're real gays. seriously.


Lets go to the main course. Trevor Wright who play Zach is a art college student who wants to pursue his dreams but he's broke. He's helping his sister who had a baby named Cody & left by her husband to do lots of stuff & to save money. He like to skate & to surf. yummy! His style is a hoodie boy & jeans. A real Cali guy. :)
While Brad Rowe who plays his love interest Shaun is a rich kid who's the brother of his best friend Gabe back to California.
Every scene is a-must-see, breathe taking scenes. Its not that vulgar, its more on a smooth sexual scene. There's no anal scene unlike the other gay theme film. Only filatio. The angles of the movie is great.
You can really feel the true love in their acting. The contact of their eyes are amazing. They are great artist though this is the breakthrough acting of Trevor wright. Zach's smile is PRICELESS!!!

While Im watching this movie, I said to myself "Too bad it never happened in real life." :(
But i said to myself again, No, it will happened soon.
Can I still find a man in my life for the rest of my life?
or I'll just die old & single? Creepy! You don't know what happen next. I'm not making rush into things but the clock is ticking.
I remembered Murillo , a Brazilian friend. He said that in a gay relationship for 9 months is like a 5 years in a straight relationship. Its very true. Really.


I need to sleep. I wish my dream take me to Neverland with Zach. He's the hottest.
So I can't drink vodka anymore. <3333333333>