Dreamer and Lust for everything

A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.” - Oscar Wilde
xo

Too dark to be pale

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Youll never out of style in black. Represents classy and grudge-y at the same time; gloomy side of winter.
Ive been lusting for a DMs since God-knows-when. The DMs on the picture is the Pascal one. I dont mind owning a pair of those, I just need the normal one, 8 eyelets, size 41.
My mind has been preoccupied since fall. Daunt is obscure without saying ifs and buts and a silence of hunches. I need my peace of mind and get back from stratch. Its so dark outside, the rain is still pouring since morning.

First breathe after coma

Its nice to be back in Rome. I really miss the city. Right now, Im enjoying the winter and some side lines. Gotta work my ass out this year.

This week will be hella fun, I guess. From art shows to just simple day with my love. And yes, Im fat, goodbye.

PS: Belated Happy New Year y'all. ♥
xo, R

Cold.. so cold.

God, I so missed the cold weather. Taken a month ago by the ever talented Stefano with his love, Leica M60.

Slap my face, 12 degrees, soon. xo

2010

So its exactly 5 hours before New Years Eve here in the Philippines. Im at my cousin's house right now, and everyone is so busy preparing dishes for tonight's party. 16 days left before I come back to Rome.

Anyway, I have a lot of memorable memories and lesson learned this year. Freedom. I feel like a bird flying when my family knew Im gay and everything that Ive been hiding for 21 years. Its like someone took off a thorn in my heart. It really feels so good, knowing that your family is aware about you and cares more. Like what they've said, Life is a roller coaster ride, which is true. I learned how to love and what love is. Cheesy as it may sound but who cares. Its a feeling that every time you wake up in the morning, you smile suddenly and you feel beautiful and the fact that you feel so protected to everyone. But its not all butterflies and sunshine, there were times that you feel like so alone and things doesnt go well.

I just want all the hatred and sadness go away, and be more positive and energetic vibes tonight. Lets face the new year happy and strong. Goodbye 2009, hello 2010.

If youre gonna ask me what my New Year resolution is: Be more productive.

xo

All I want for Christmas

This year Im not goin to post any wish list this yuletide season. Though I have lots of things I want. I just need someone who'll put his fingers between mine and warp me around his arms.

Merry Christmas everyone! xo

Im the trash in Testaccio

These are some shots of a very talented Ragnetto with his Leica M6. Theyre pretty legit. Ill post his site at the end of this entry. Check it out, lovahs!
Ahhh I dig the contrast and the texture of it. Anyways, Ill be back to the Philippines this week, Thursday for vacay. Ill stay there for 50 days. How fucked up is that? I know, its a long vacation. I need to pack my stuff and put all the summer clothes out of my closet now. Gonna miss winter. You know, when you wake up in the morning, curling up on your bed, cappuccino and croissant. Ah, so great.
Im not goin to update this thing more often coz of lack of internet connection; but Ill do my very best. So hate it! You know where to find me if youre important. Ill bring my exercise book to exercise my Italiano more. Oh and my goal this vacay is to loose 20 lbs.
Gonna miss yawl. xo

http://stefanomattia.it

No one can hear me

This song makes my heart break every time I watch it. And I watch it 24/7.
The video reminds me of an event that is more like dream or something.

FILM is not DEAD

Ahhh! Just love it! Got it in a sweet deal today in a very great condition but I still havent figure it out yet since the manual is in Russian. Just bear with me and Ill post some pictures here. :]
Theres only one guy I know who can teach me how to use it. STEFANO!!! Aiutami, per favore? xo

Art exhibit and to-die-for bag

Im such a bad blogger. These photos were taken last week. Went Zara to buy my bag but turns out it was already finished. Then we passed by to this beautiful place near in Trevi Fountain.The weather was nice, cold breeze slapping my face. Pretty chilly. Muji with Stefano to buy his stuff and after that we went to a photo exhibition at Palazzo delle Esposizioni. Im in love with these love story drawings. I so wanna take it and put it on my wall. :] We enjoyed our red orange juice and capuccino after the exhibit. It was a fun day.

FINALLY!!!!!! I fucking got it! Its all in my hands now! After 2 weeks of bag hunting, I found you. An Alexander Wang-inspired duffel bag. Cant wait to use you! ♥
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