Hej Sverige här komer jag!!

I can't wait to see you, Stockholm.

Eight days to go & I'm flying to Sweden with my family to spent Christmas & New Year. I'm so stoked. Raw beauty, legit street fashion, H&M. What else?
We're goin to stay there for 11 days. Yay! :] Michelle & I are gonna meet, finally! Anyways, this week will be the craziest so far.
Week of intoxication, Christmas parties, last minute Christmas shopping & on Saturday will be the shoot of the music video which I'll be one of the extras.

C'est la vie!

XO

P.S.: I'm still dead & tired playing mind games with you.
P.S.S.: I just finished reading this:

My mind was preoccupied of your fancy words.

Stop pretending like you care.

XO

CUT for CHANGE

After having a long hair for 2 years, I decided to cut it.

HATE OR LOVE?

XO

Christmas Wish list

xo

P.S.: My apartment in Fifth Avenue has been sold & I'm moving to Palm Beach this month. Dream on.
I got hooked on Privileged. Haha! I love those filthy rich girls. Au revoir.

I'm fine for a while but I start to loose control

My weekend was good yet quite stressing. Rainy days are over after 2 weeks of never ending rains. Well, just for now. We abused a shinny bottle called Vodka and a whole cake. This is the last Absolut Im goin to drink. Everybody in the house were screaming for Pacquiao's victory. Basically, every Pinoy were happy & celebrating his won. Anyways, I went to Anne's place to spend the night. And in unrelated news, lately, I haven't got much sleep & I'm being paranoid that I might become an anemic because of it. Retard. Haha! I should definitely take my vitamins.
I really need a long nice bath & an ice cream right about now.


XO

"Win as if you were used to it, lose as if you enjoyed for a change"

-R.W. Emerson

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Anyways, I received a message from BECASTING telling me that they want me to be part of Chris Costa's new music video & it's gonna be shoot here on the 20th of December. The video is entitle "LOVE IS ALL AROUND" & how ironic is it that I'm single and still searching for it. Hahah! As an actor or "extra" I won't get paid from them because it's a low budget project & the artist is not really famous. I really don't know if I'm goin to say "yes" to them. And Yes, I'm a newbie in these kind of scene.

Do you think I should go?

xo

P.S.: I'm so addicted to Kings of Leon. Orgasmic voice.

Do not speak as loud as my heart.

Listening to: Kings of Leon - Closer

No one cares to talk about it.

My mind is like a ferris wheel, sometimes my hopes are high that I can touch & taste it & sometimes it's massively crashing on the ground. Basically, that's life, humanoids. I feel like dancing in a circles & don't know how to stop & feel dizzy for a moment. A moment that I should steal time & repair damage hopes. I can't pretend that this is not happening & finding myself drifted away. I always said that time is running but I'm here sitting all alone, bad weather (God, its been a week), doing nada. Hypocrite.
I really don't need a break because its too much to have one. Life. Yea, I truly need that, folks.


One fine day I'm gonna wake up next to you. Bisuos.

Tu manques trop

"Mi mancherai da morire."

I'm gonna miss our crazy good laughs, our never ending stories, walking the first block of Viale Europa, ranting over the internet, making fun of lame fs user, sneaking out at night, eating pizza at 2 in the morning, listening to my stories, sleepovers, drinking tequila with Anne, sugar treats & most of all YOU!
See you next year. I'll wait 43 days more! I love you, best friend! ♥

xoxoxo

Take my picture. I'm feeling beautiful tonight.

"Love makes you do crazy things, insane things. Things in a million years you'd never see yourself do.
But there you are doing them... can't help it."

"Things don't have to be extraordinary to be beautiful, Even the ordinary can be beautiful. "

"When you see something from afar, you develop a fantasy. But when you see it up close,
9 times out of 10, you wish you hadn't. "

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Boring Sunday and my ass is stuck here for the whole day. I feel so sick, my hair is untamed, I smell stink. I wish I was with my friend going back home for Christmas. I'm gonna miss her. Anyways, since I have nothing to do, I just finished watching one of my favorite movie, Wicker Park. Passion really never dies. It was pretty absurd. The soundtrack was amazing. The last 6 minutes of it was priceless with Coldplay's The Scientist.

Listening to: Lovers Spit - Broken Social Scene
Bye