Through the key hole of my soul.

My first film photo ever. I just finished printing it & I want to share with you guys. Hope you guys like it. More photos to come.

I'm having a blast here and I don't want to go back to Rome. :(

I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH:

EX OH <333

Merry Christmas!!!

Merry Christmas to everyone! I hope everyone is having a great time.

I´m having the best time of my life here in Stockholm. The place is so beautiful & clean. It´s newbie in my eyes. I adored the building structures & the bridges. I wish I can take the love of my life here. Í can´t go out today because it´s freezing outside. -6 and all I want to do is going to the mall & roam the city tomorrow.

I got a new baby and it´s Lomo Fisheye 2. I bought it before I went here. Basically, It was a gift for myself of course. I just finished my first film cartridge & I can´t wait to see & post the photos here. It´s my first film camera & its a good thing to experiment things. Since I don´t have budget to buy a costly camera that I´ve been dreaming & wanting of forever, Im gonna make love my fisheye for now. So yea, wait until you see the photos. :]

Anyways, I currently addicted to Framboise Cranberry with vodka. I´ve been drowning myself to it since yesterday. Note to self: FORGET HIM, HE´S NO GOOD. :]

I kissed a GUY and I really really LIKED it! :]

Le Protagonisti, Find me. Credits: Alessia

I so love this girl. The reason I laugh the whole day. Oh & I kissed her on the video.

Il regista aka Director. Grazie mille. :]

The Set
Dressing Room. Chaos.

The background finale.

My day was beyond happiness. My first ever video shoot, perhaps my final. To know how come I got in this scene, just check my previous entry.

The title of the video is "Love is all about"; it shows on the video that in love, gender , race, religion does not exist when it comes to love. The concept was pass the love by kissing. Basically, I kissed a guy & a girl. :] I thought I might change to gay into straight after kissing a girl but there was no sparks, haha. It was fun though. It's just a simple close-up video -- black background and lights. There was no acting; just plain kissing. My only problem is my parents would kill me if they see it. I saw the preview of it & it was nice but me, I look icky, I just hate seeing myself on a video. Anyways, I met new friends yay for that. I really had a blast, guys. Better watch it, bitches! :]

Ex oh

P.S.: I always update this entry for the photos, thanks.

Time, the subtle thief of youth

Photos by: My homeboy, Stefano. He's genius, literally. :]
London, 7th-10th of December

His photos are amazing. Beyond amazing.
The first photo is for me & I'm thinking to make the last photo a header to my blog.

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Today I got a chance to talk with my friends after 6 months of no communication & a special friend after 6 years. Very random and weird.
Talking to them made me nostalgic. I remember after class we go to the mall or to my apartment with alcohols & a sack of junk foods. House party. Ditching the class. Road trip. Paul's mansion. Free calls. Outings. A+ in General psychology. I missed them. They changed my life in their own ways.

See you all on twenty oh ten. :]
XO

Hej Sverige här komer jag!!

I can't wait to see you, Stockholm.

Eight days to go & I'm flying to Sweden with my family to spent Christmas & New Year. I'm so stoked. Raw beauty, legit street fashion, H&M. What else?
We're goin to stay there for 11 days. Yay! :] Michelle & I are gonna meet, finally! Anyways, this week will be the craziest so far.
Week of intoxication, Christmas parties, last minute Christmas shopping & on Saturday will be the shoot of the music video which I'll be one of the extras.

C'est la vie!

XO

P.S.: I'm still dead & tired playing mind games with you.
P.S.S.: I just finished reading this:

My mind was preoccupied of your fancy words.

Stop pretending like you care.

XO

CUT for CHANGE

After having a long hair for 2 years, I decided to cut it.

HATE OR LOVE?

XO

Christmas Wish list

xo

P.S.: My apartment in Fifth Avenue has been sold & I'm moving to Palm Beach this month. Dream on.
I got hooked on Privileged. Haha! I love those filthy rich girls. Au revoir.

I'm fine for a while but I start to loose control

My weekend was good yet quite stressing. Rainy days are over after 2 weeks of never ending rains. Well, just for now. We abused a shinny bottle called Vodka and a whole cake. This is the last Absolut Im goin to drink. Everybody in the house were screaming for Pacquiao's victory. Basically, every Pinoy were happy & celebrating his won. Anyways, I went to Anne's place to spend the night. And in unrelated news, lately, I haven't got much sleep & I'm being paranoid that I might become an anemic because of it. Retard. Haha! I should definitely take my vitamins.
I really need a long nice bath & an ice cream right about now.


XO

"Win as if you were used to it, lose as if you enjoyed for a change"

-R.W. Emerson

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Anyways, I received a message from BECASTING telling me that they want me to be part of Chris Costa's new music video & it's gonna be shoot here on the 20th of December. The video is entitle "LOVE IS ALL AROUND" & how ironic is it that I'm single and still searching for it. Hahah! As an actor or "extra" I won't get paid from them because it's a low budget project & the artist is not really famous. I really don't know if I'm goin to say "yes" to them. And Yes, I'm a newbie in these kind of scene.

Do you think I should go?

xo

P.S.: I'm so addicted to Kings of Leon. Orgasmic voice.

Do not speak as loud as my heart.

Listening to: Kings of Leon - Closer

No one cares to talk about it.

My mind is like a ferris wheel, sometimes my hopes are high that I can touch & taste it & sometimes it's massively crashing on the ground. Basically, that's life, humanoids. I feel like dancing in a circles & don't know how to stop & feel dizzy for a moment. A moment that I should steal time & repair damage hopes. I can't pretend that this is not happening & finding myself drifted away. I always said that time is running but I'm here sitting all alone, bad weather (God, its been a week), doing nada. Hypocrite.
I really don't need a break because its too much to have one. Life. Yea, I truly need that, folks.


One fine day I'm gonna wake up next to you. Bisuos.